Seattle and Summer

Well, today we got back from the land of beauty, and my former "home": SEATTLE!  It was a beautiful whirlwind weekend.  Mostly Tim and I had some good talks with friends.  I got to have breakfast with Natalie, one of my closest friends who I don't see often enough.  IT was such a fun way to start off our weekend :)

I cherish my husband.  When he married me, he knew my friends would become his.  And he invests in them.

We moved onto Jenna and Kara's.  I found out my new favorite drink is Scotch with Amaretto on the rocks and that I can handle the new Batman movie with a couple drinks in me.  It was an incredible film, however nerve-wracking the fight scenes were.

Now I'm home.  Tim and I got to cuddle tonight for a bit.  I wish that happened more often.  My nights off work I still can't sleep until the wee hours of the morning.  I'm terrified to try to move to day shift because I have such a hard time falling asleep and 4:15 a.m. comes fast!  But I miss my husband and my sanity.  So I will go for it.  I guess at this point I need to.

I miss my Lord.  I feel so lost trying to do life on my own lately.  Suffering through my insomnia, and loneliness on my own.  Trying to turn on worship music to calm some of my anxieties.

Jesus, you are my Savior, and closest friend.  I give you again all of my life, my heart, my dreams, my every concern.  Heal me and male me whole to serve you rather than turn my focus inward.  Help me to bless and have energy to give and feel whole enough to receive.

I love you, Lord.  Here we go again :)